Lan Wangji (
lightamidchaos) wrote2021-11-16 12:16 pm
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[pfsb] practicing forms and signs
He has much to do, much to consider, and at times like this he finds that it can be both useful and soothing to practice sword forms. In addition, he has been working on perfecting the Igni sign, and this will be an excellent opportunity to continue his practice.
As a result, Lan Wangji can be found near the lake at present, working with Bichen and with the occasional flicker of light from his hand.
As a result, Lan Wangji can be found near the lake at present, working with Bichen and with the occasional flicker of light from his hand.
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He knows Hammond hopes to invoke change in this arena, but it seems to him likely to be a slow process.
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"It must be very different for you. In the Emperor's court," he attempts.
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"But illuminating. And Temeraire now has the opportunity to associate with members of his own family and further his own education; his happiness at our stay brings me all the satisfaction I require."
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"Illuminating," he agrees. "I imagine so." His expression softens a little, then. "I am glad that he is happy."
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This he can say with all the heartfelt sincerity he feels; he himself has felt somewhat lonely, with Temeraire spending so much time in the company of his mother and Mei, but he cannot begrudge his dear companion even a second of the happiness he has found.
And he may take comfort that, should the worst happen, Temeraire will be able to live, if not happily for the first while, comfortably and in all likelihood contentedly as well. "Had his egg remained in China, his life would have been... considerably different. His curiosity and interest are more than understandable; they are right and natural."
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"Perhaps you may find this to be a place of respite. When needed."
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"Perhaps," he says. "But my crew cannot all join me through the door. It is my duty to remain with them so long as I am Captain."
To have a place of refuge solely for his own self feels like a luxury bordering on disloyalty. Naturally there are some discrepancies between the ranks, but he is reminded sharply of long days at sea, becalmed or hungry or cold or afraid, where every man aboard could be certain at least that he was not alone, that the whole of the ship's contingent shared these basic similarities with him.
And as Captain, of course, it is even more necessary that he show himself not above the small iniquities of their life in Peking. "But I will endeavor to join Temeraire when next he travels here."
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"I will be glad to see you both. As will Wei Ying."
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So saying, however, he rises from the table, the slight reluctance he feels shouted down by the knowledge that even if time moves differently or not at all, he should not abandon his crew for an indeterminate amount of time. "Forgive me, but speaking of this reminds me that I must return. You have truly been a most gracious host, Hanguang-jun. I thank you for the refreshment and conversation."
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"I am pleased to have had the opportunity. Go well, and please give my regards to the celestial one."
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"Rest assured I shall," he tells the younger man. "Until we meet again."
So saying, he turns to the door to pass through, his hand on the pommel of his sword as he marshals both thought and emotion for the world he will once more face.