He pushed Lan Zhan away by his own doing when he was alive. It had seemed his best -- his only -- option; the help he offered was not a help Wei Wuxian could ever fully accept. He still cannot. No Clarity. No Cleansing. No Rest.
But in this, he could allow himself to take the hand Lan Zhan extends to him, if he wished. Maybe he should. If Lan Zhan wishes to help so badly --
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He pushed Lan Zhan away by his own doing when he was alive. It had seemed his best -- his only -- option; the help he offered was not a help Wei Wuxian could ever fully accept. He still cannot. No Clarity. No Cleansing. No Rest.
But in this, he could allow himself to take the hand Lan Zhan extends to him, if he wished. Maybe he should. If Lan Zhan wishes to help so badly --
(And yet. And yet.)